Sunshine on a rainy day

CNY snippets

hellooozoe — Tue, 24 Jan 2012 10:48:12 +0000

When things go wrong

hellooozoe — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 13:52:31 +0000

Everything starts to follow.

Sometimes I wish I know who I am. The more you know who you are and what you really wanted, the lesser you let things upset you.

Because sometimes people do actually feel that way. Sometimes your life feels like it’s caving in on you. Sometimes people reall do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they just want to curl up in a ball and go into that place between life and death. Saying ‘I don’t want to exist’ isn’t saying ‘I want to go die’. It means that I wish that, for the time being, I could go somewhere and not have to feel.

Sick of crying, tired of trying. Just temporarily very upset.

The start of the Twenty1sts

hellooozoe — Thu, 12 Jan 2012 09:04:37 +0000

To one of my very-little male friends, Happy 21st to you but what happened to all the plans you had lazybomb but it was time well spent yesterday chatting and saying nonsensical stuff but am glad that you are still here as a friend and yes now you are legal to do anything in the world yay have a great year ahead and to learn and grow in this 2 years that will shape you from a boy to a man hehe. Happy 21st Mikey! (don’t steal my bff away)

Not exactly having the best times of my life and I don’t even know where to start. Well pre new year anxiety in the house isn’t helping out much and my occasional breakdowns are not so occasional but too frequent nowadays.

I no want to talk, I’m not going to talk. There is always a way out somehow.

And the flubug, stop visiting.

For 2012

hellooozoe — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 05:49:03 +0000

I had stop the habit of making resolutions cause I simply forget bout them after the whole new year mood is gone and it gets tucked into one corner of my brain and stay there till the next new year.

But 2011, wasn’t a bad or good year.

It was a smooth sailing one no doubt though. But it was a horribly boring one too. I had so little friends I realised recently when I went to count like literally those that I still talk to even if it’s one sentence and not hi-bye friends, I just needed another 2 pairs of hands including mine to finish the counting. Sometimes, I blame it on myself for not taking the initiative to contact people around me and I am not ver sociable in anyway: real life or through technology? It is something I always regret but just can’t bring myself forward to change it. I’ve no idea how to make myself more sociable or approachable so I just keep on waddling in my own comfort zone.

And I am still #foreveralone. (bawls to Ruzx)

I am not exercising. My weight fluctuates as I eat, growing fatter when I eat, losing weight when I don’t. Which is pretty common sense but swimming is just that tad bit troublesome to go for and jogging… is kind of out of the question. Yoga (Jojo don’t kill me) is something I wanted to do for longterm but still, lack of motivation. Ought to invest in a treadmill and run at home while watching teewee, very my kind of thing. And definitely to stop junk food consumption. Bad bad.

And I am currently with no more tuition assignments, and looking for the best ones around. Mum says it’s not on my part to be picky but I just want somewhere nearer and also a level which I can communicate properly too.

And if time permits. Back to piano and ballet. And to take on pottery.

And to go for school. Hahahahahahahaha and don’t don’t don’t don’t accumulate readings. Never!

And to cook. More dishes, more regularly.

And back to baking of course. Still considering whether to make the Jell-O Strawberry Cups and Red Velvet Cupcakes for new year. No Pineapple Tarts this year cause Momo is stilllllllllllll very busy with the whole living room reformation. The only thing that’s still here is the sofa and the piano… the rest are all gone and changed. Even the flooring LOL.

Oh and one more. To put my toner and moisturizer religiously. They have been here for a year and still not finished.

In 2012, I wanna travel more more more. And my blue sky white beaches is still stuck in my mind after a year. I blogged about it exactly a year ago hahahaha. Was so tempted but the deals Huihui forwarded to me… I need to sort out where and when first!

And my room is no longer so purple. At least not the walls hahahaha I’ve got a sassy pink wall and bluebell white walls in the room but all my previous decals are gone so I had new ones and finally stick them on yesterday with a couple of old ones I took down with care and some polariods. The walls weren’t the shade that I was expecting but it looks simply different when on the colour swatch and when projected on the wall. But nonetheless, I am happy with a darker pink wall. That’s Oli with the new wall decals.

And a roll of inspirations and I am off to pack and then to dinner with two darlings later. And I managed to get my xlb fix that very day at DTF but the xlbs were surprisingly really dry! But I like the xiaocai and the plum drink. And we were off to DTE for some bowling (brought out socks for them lol) but there was a queue and we were to mersmerized by the doll catchers at the doll catching machine. Who knows how to catch dolls can help me catch I sponsor money ahhaha why is it that the dolls inside are always cuter than those selling outside!

Still needa get new table and chair in the room and door hangers for clothes roar why so troublesome can I hire a one day maid to wash my piling clothes

XLBs

hellooozoe — Sat, 07 Jan 2012 01:54:42 +0000

Having a major craving for XLBs now…

Just finished the four day work at ITE and had quite abit of fun there since this time it was full force all 11 are my friends so it as like playing around too? Getting upset about the starting of school

I think it’s retribution none of my xlb friends I asked are replying me.

Culinary

hellooozoe — Thu, 29 Dec 2011 12:54:54 +0000

Have been making simple fare dinner for the past 2 days for the family and they are pretty encouraging on the results hahahahaha am quite excited to learn to make more stuff but after finishing the whole cooking and settling down for dinner, I have no more appetite to eat anymore.

Livestreaming SBS Gayo Daejun now it is so lag roar.

At least I saw my favourite baby boy today

5 days to Xmas

hellooozoe — Tue, 20 Dec 2011 12:59:12 +0000

I am glad sometimes I am an early shopper now that I am almost done with my Xmas gifts I wish my f21 package can come faster now.

After shopping with Momo at CP, came back and decided to do this since I see them lying around.

And I am finally done with it! Not enough clip base only got 10 wish I got more then I’ve got more names!

And I need to find my IBdevice for some retail therapy. Is anyone disappointed with Mango sales like me? But this was the only time we didn’t go on the first day of sale though…

Numerology

hellooozoe — Wed, 07 Dec 2011 08:58:10 +0000

6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.

Number 6
Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Always had fun knowing all this personalities and reflecting on myself after.

New hairdo! Much to curious people, I am still not used to my new curly curls and I’ve been spamming alot of serum to get rid of the frizzed ends. Groupon is such a cheaterbug with so many other hidden charges all over the place I am losing trust in it now. Okay with my curls and hoping they become more natural soon. Gonna wash my hair today with lots of treatment mask today muahahaha.

And it’s to Korea in spring in 2013! Am eggcited. Just enough for me to finish my Korean levels in school by then if I get to take the mods this and next sem. Oh and anyone interested in intense mugging and to bootkick people to study hard? I really really wish I am a organized (mentally and physically) and motivated person…

Been craving for cupcakes ever since the ones from Twelve Cupcakes. Once I am done with the packing and painting (morrow), I am gonna start looking for recipes to experiment abit for all the potlucks and CNY.

Oh and the Titanic exhibition at MBS was so good. I wish they allow pictures, some of the quotes were so powerful and I think the curators did a great job especially at the promenade part. It was as if I was standing at the deck of the Titanic, amazingly surreal. It was of overconfidence, human mistakes and despair but it was a representation of human feelings when things fail. And the boarding pass they gave us with the passenger names were pretty cool, and you can check if the passenger manages to live through the disaster. Sadly, my passenger died, together with her son and daughter, 10months and 9years respectively. They were onboard the third class on Titanic to meet their husband in the States. Sucha tragic end for so many who didn’t managed to live through.

Craving for a good korean meal with my favourite stew and bibimbap after the most unsatisfying meal over at Sarang Orchard Central yesterday. Gonna look up for more recipes for my Dokbokki to improve te flavour.

Looking forward to my new hot pink walls and needa buy new decals for the new walls.

Colours

hellooozoe — Thu, 24 Nov 2011 04:50:54 +0000

Never really thought much of colours but recently I’ve been looking through room designs for iniprations for wall colours since we are gonna repaint for the new year soon. Growing bored of the purple hues in my room too!

This chart is pretty useful and interesting.

Blue

Blue color is said to be very calming, relaxing and refreshing. It also makes a room look bigger than it is. Blue is best used in case of bedrooms. Since it acts as an appetite represent, it should not be used in the dining room. At the same time, it is a cold color and should always be balanced with warm colors like yellow and orange.

Green

Green color has a soothing effect on the mind and thus, is associated with relaxation of nervous system and lowering of blood pressure. Being a cold color, it should be always be balanced with red. Green is also considered to be the color of luck and makes a small room appear bigger.

Red

Red color has been known to stimulate mind and nervous system and thus, is regarded as conversation stimulant. At the same time, it also arouses appetite. These are the reason why the color will be suitable in drawing as well as dining room. Red makes objects appear smaller, so avoid it in rooms that are already small. Being a warm color, it should be used in association with green.

Yellow

Yellow is a warm color that is associated with power and helps in spreading about a bright, happy and cheerful atmosphere. It is best used in rooms that do not get adequate sunlight. Yellow also makes a room appear smaller and can be balanced by using violet color.

Pink

Pink is a very soft color and is best used in bedrooms of little girls. Since it has been associated with weakness, it should not be used in excess and should always be used with a bold color.

Orange

Orange, being the combination of red and yellow, has all the traits that those two colors have. It exudes warmth, acts as an appetite stimulant and spreads exuberance. Orange should be used in dining room and can be balanced by using blue color. Since it gives an emotional uplift, those suffering from depression would benefit if surrounded by this color.

Purple (Violet)

Purple has been known to be the color of royalty and is also associated with spirituality. The color is said to promote creativity, but only if used in moderation. It is a cold color and is never advised to be used in excess; otherwise it might lead to depression and moodiness. You can moderate the color’s effect by using it with yellow. Purple also helps in making small room appear larger.

Brown

Brown is an earthy color that is believed to create the feeling of intimacy. It also spreads calm and serenity and is good for those who suffer from anxiety or nervousness. However, since it is so subdued, it should always be used with bold colors like green. You can also go for different tones in brown, like beige and tan.

Black

The color black can convey a lot, depending upon how it is used. On one hand, it can make a room look elegant, suave and chic. On the other, it can impart a depressed feel to the room. This is the reason why it should not be used alone and in a wide area. It is best complimented with white.

White

White color signifies purity, freshness, peace and kindness. Rather than using on the surface as a whole, white should be used as an accent or background color. The best combination of white is formed with black.

Have been thinking of painting something brighter, since my room gets lots of sunlight so darker hues are also feasible. Been thinking of mixing hot pink with a celery green but I am still not sure whether it goes with my purple hue wardrobes!

But I find it pretty interesting that Nippon has a personality quiz to see what colours should I go for hahahahahaha and I got Relaxed personality which is blue which is not my kind of colour sadly hahaha so I am gonna ignore it.

Haiz time to hit the books again.

Why must take exams ah?

hellooozoe — Tue, 22 Nov 2011 05:24:39 +0000

Don’t understand never will cause I am always a project orientated person.

A walk to remember, a youthful memory listening to Mandy Moore on the Creative Zen that was handed down from my brother after he got his Nano. I was major happy then. I always was, even if they were handed down, like my first Nokia 3310 when I was primary four from my Dad. He bought a new phone, handed the 3310 to me since my everyone already have their own but.. without a simcard HAHA. But I charge it everyday, and it shows ‘Insert Sim Card’ everytime but I was happy with it for two months untill I finally got a sim card. Easily contented was the days before, a simple present could get me very happy but as we grow up, we get exposed to so much more and they are so many more better choices out there that it becomes hard to feel contented at times.

Nonetheless, first paper down and the next one morrow, the one I am the worst at and have zero confidence in it. Chinese Politics, why did I even took it bawllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllls.

I am always in love with sparkly bling bling stuff and this year for the fall/winter festive season, everything is sparkly, sparkles in trend!

Topshop’s. Too high, price tag too heavy.

Newlook’s. Friendly priced,too high and I’ve never worn bootie wedges before..

Ferragamo’s Varina Sparkly Flats. Too pretty, too unfriendly priced. But the main thing is it’s so pretty…

And this. Season’s favourite Miu Miu’s Banana heels. Reminds me of Minnie shoes with the curvature heel. So pweety I likey but it’s even more unfriendly priced sobs. Me likey orangey one.

And this was the ultimate favourite.Crystal Borgues. Cause it’s so pweeeeety max. Why Miu Miu you so expensive open sub brand Moo Moo or something and make something similar less hefty priced?

I am always shoe shopping-ing and always looking out for pretty heels cause I got no heels (threw my only black platforms away cause they were old and the strap at the ankle fall off, my only heels since sec4 prom night accompanied me through like countless formal occasions) and New Look always have endless desgins for heels but not all are pretty and most of them are pretty high heeled. Like this:

Could never walk in them

In the end, I got this from New Look. Sparkly heels!

At least I can walk in them but my Mum thinks I shouldn’t be wearing heels cause I will be hitting the 1.7 mark which is too tall for her haha.

Heading back to my Politics